
is getting cranky
doesn't know who I am
or wants to pretend it's too busy
to deal with me
but like heavy cleaned oats
it just sort of scatters itself around
for the chickens to eat
metaphorically of course
myspace has hoarded
my blogs and poems and
presently
when I do I will snatch them
all for publication
in a book called "the ones that almost got away"
subtitle:because I believed in microsoft.
subtitle: because Bill Gates
Subtitle: fill in the blanks
"Why would any sane person do that?"
Define your terms, I always say.
Nothing mysterious there
hell, I'm 64, been fighting cancer since 2002
and I kind of figured he'd take that into account
before blocking me out of my life's work
"of course it's not personal, and you probably didn't
treat it right, and Mr. Gates cannot be expected..."
"not even a little bit if I begged?
"just ask any ayn rand, need is not sufficient justification
for anything."
I bet you don't raise chickens, I'm thinking. They need
and I give it to them and you know what
they lay eggs. even when it's freezing out there
and it's not polite to ask them to be creative, pop
they just pop those things out there.
"I'm not sure what chickens have to do with it"
"See. That's the problem. you can't get past the logic
of me trusting you
and losing my work
and it it would have been a decent omelette.
a free breakfast, Bill."